๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’—12/17/20 REBIRTH ๐Ÿ’—๐ŸŒธ

I was born Karenga Gequion Ocean to a very young mother, a teenager in fact. My mom kept me and we started this magical life together. We lived in a cute trailer and had pancakes almost every morning because they were my favorite breakfast…until I found waffles! After a joyous 3 years my siblings started to come along and life got real. I had to work with these other humans. Figure them out and help them figure things out so we could learn our most valuable first lessons. Socialization, cooperation and that most divine one, seeing oneself reflected back by others. Families are funny in that we become each other most strongly although we all have our individual path and therefore our own needs. I knew something about myself that I couldnโ€™t share with the adults because I didnโ€™t feel free to, I didnโ€™t see how I could help myself. Over my years I learned I had gender dysphoria. Although I felt there was a mistake, like my body had betrayed me I held on to my faith and watched for the signs, the flow of my life. I saw it was my unique journey, it was perfect, staged with tests lessons and gifts for me! On 12/17/2020 I had SRS surgery and was healed of a lifetime of gender dysphoria and all the embarrassment frustration and hurt that comes with it. I must say the experience has been amazing. A tidal wave of emotion flowed from my heart after the dressings were removed and I saw myself for the first time RENEWED ABSOLVED. It was a pretty mind boggling experience! Suddenly this lifelong all encompassing issue corrected ๐Ÿคฏ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿฅฐโญ๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ๐Ÿคฏ I purged so much baggage at once. It ripped through me and I cried so much from down on my knees I thought I might pass out! I have been quiet because I havenโ€™t been able to put into words the meaning of all this so I stopped trying and just shared. I feel amazing, OVERWHELMED WITH GRATITUDE. Iโ€™m still processing everything emotionally and psychologically Iโ€™m integrating. Iโ€™m Gemma Karena Ocean and this is my story.๐Ÿ’œ

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